How come?

***** WARNING just me venting ******

Aight guys and gals, i just need to do a lil venting cuz something is bothering me some.
How come life makes no sense? I mean im not gonna get into details.. but why does shit not bother you for so long and then all of a sudden it hits you like a ton of bricks?
Makes no fucking sense .. im not the type person to share my feelings *i think that showing your feelings about cretin things makes you weak*.. and nothing ever really bothers me much any ways.... but for some reason something happened in the past few days.. and i dont like it... found out some stupid shit on sunday... and drank half a bottle of Jim Beam just to help ease the pain... and now its what thursday and i only have like maybe 1/4th of it left.. i just cant shake it...
I had this problem b.4 kinda sorta but it was much easer to for get about, but now it wont go away...
Its just one of them things that makes no sense to me and really is the only thing that is pissing me off right now to the point where i cant sleep at night.

And i no drinking is not a good thing to do to get rid of pain... but it sure feels damn good and helps out some times.


Aight sorry for the lil vent guys and gals i could go on for hrs but i wont.. i just want an answer.. i think i no it.. but im not sure if i wanna no it..

if it is what I think you are talkin about then the problem is that when you think that you might be over someone, you do fine until yyou see them happy or with someone else, then it hits hard again (well sometimes , not always) Just remember that things happen for reasons. It'll all work out brah. Phone call away if you need to vent

sounds good man... ha ha damn guess i cant hide it from some people.. but yea...

I went through same thing a long time ago, and when Jays mom heard that I had a new gf, her best friend called me begging for me to give her a chance. I told her she lost that chance 6 months ago. her friend said, your gonna lose her and like I told her, she already lost me so its all good

yea that sucks man i kinda remember when you 2 broke up or i remember hearing about it... well i guess its just time to suck it up and move on then... idk like i said it was ezer in the past for some reason.. but it just hit like a ton of bricks since sunday.. i mean we are still friends and all but idk...

that makes it harder, cause I know that you guys decided to end it and stay friends, sometimes its easier to let her go and become friends after a year or so, if ever

Its pretty much exactly what Guido said. It takes the other person being happy to slap you in the face. Some people get over things quicker than others and move on quicker. Some people find replacements quickly because they are afraid of being alone and want to fill that void. I know its rough but things will get better for you. Like he said, things happen for a reason, I know its something people always say, but its sad but true. Your time will come, you'll be happy again, right now you're just in a rut lookin for a way out. There is a reason you guys are no more, and you just have to remember those reasons. Being friends afterwards takes a lot of courage and usually doesn't work out. Maybe walk away from it, and come back to it in the future if it is in your cards. You'll be okay..

Same here.. I'm always here if you need me, you have my number.. I'm only a phone call away. Keep your head up buttercup! We love you!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥'s for DJ

yea... oh and as a side note.. dont be suprised if you see her this weekend its cuz she wants to see every one again.. she just asked me the other day about it**

but yea... i here ya a few people have told me that its and b.4 i was str8 with not talking to her... but i think its what you said seeing her happy with another guy is what really got to me...

one time b.4 when we broke up she was hanging out with some kid and it really didnt bother me much but something about this kid i dont like... i dont personaly know him.. buy my 3 of my cuz worked with him... and they know him kinda

thanks stina... yea your both right..

and stina sry im not on line i really didnt plan on being on much... i was gonna go for a ride but every time i go to ex out i see another post lol

but thanks guys im gonna go for a ride ithink... or jsut go out side and chill mess around in the grauage try and get my mind off things

It thought it was erectile dysfuction, women are the least of your problems. We will help you get over it at Bills. What time are people going? JIMMY

Yeah, well you're always NOT gonna like ur x's new bf/gf... Its a given. Whether you know them or not. You'll never stop loving an ex.. they will always be remembered. You'll still care.. you just won't be IN LOVE with them anymore..

You just have to be the stronger person and walk away.. and it takes a lot..

♥

and enjoy your ride.. some people need releases, and I know thats always what I do when i need to get away from things.. go hit some switches.. lol call me or text me later or somethin.. hope ur okay..

been there................ done that.................. and I bought the damn t-shirt.............................Suck it up bro!!!!! life goes on and there are more fish in the pond!!!!!!! just when you think you had hit rock bottom .........something good happens................................

thanks guys.. yea guess i just gotta let shit go...

***** but lol she will be at bills cuz she has not seen every one since C.n.D and wants to see every one so you know nothing about this!!! *****

don't know shit.......................I aint even going to be at Bill's

thats true.. well that was for guido and JIMMY but JOE you will be missed my man!